Thought for the day

It takes only a split second to have your heart broken but yet the hurt and pain are always unforgettable...why is that?

How can someone speak words that they want you to hear--but completely act the opposite of what they say? Do they not have a conscience? It may make them feel more at ease about themselves but yet it hurts the victim of this lie even worse.

How can someone who 'claims' they are being genuinely well intentioned move on with their lives and pursue an even happier or non monogamous once when they had it all right in front of them?

Is there no guilt as to breaking anothers heart that you CLAIM you loved...and had a huge part in molding the past 3 years?

Why do ex wives have such a hold on their ex husbands? Is it because they have only been seperated 5 years? Why does she get to decide who he should be with or how his future relationships will go? Why is it that I am the one who gets hurt each and every time?

Believing that there is a GOD that will always keep you safe seems very bullshit to me right now because if I am meant to be single for the rest of my life than why does he keep allowing me to fall in love time and time again getting my heart broken. Why must I pay for a past life that I don't even remember? Why does he continue to use me as a court jester?

If I wasn't meant to be with anyone then why doesn't he give me the strength to move on and not cry and think about this heartache I'm going through. Why does it have to be this way EACH and everytime?

Why can't I be shown what my fate is so that when trials and tribulations come my way I can remember what my final fate is and snuff off all of this bull shit?

This fucking sucks!!! And all these people say that I am a good, well intentioned person...so why do I always get screwed!...and why is it that all these men who have broken my heart continue to be able to live a happy and wonderful life when they have made me feel so shit about mine?? How is that fair?!?!